Hello there Everyone....

Thought I would write and let you all know that we are moving back to Canada around the 15th of October of this year! It is a sad time for us cause we will be leaving behind Rene's family but going to be with my family.....It will be a hard adjustment for Rene cause he has only seen canada through a vacation....But hopefully with any luck and god willing he will be much happier then I am now being in the Netherlands....I have met alot of very nice and kind people since I have been in holland and I will never forget not one of them because believe it or not I have learned from each and everyone of them....I think that I am going back to canada better then when I left there almost six years ago.....This is not a quick or sudden discisson cause we both have been talking and thinking about it for the past three years....Since I went home to canada the homesickness this year was terrible....My heart said to me ....It is time to go back home...and it would not leave me this time....Holland is a very beautiful country and I have seen things that I never once thought was at one a possibility....Like for instance the tulip fields....They are simply breathe taking.....We will not fail going to canada.....We will not get a divorce either....We will florish cause with everything that people do they live it and learn from it some way or another....Anyone that thinks we will fail or fall is just giving us more insentive to strive....and to become what they think won't happen....It makes my heart grow stronger knowing that my husband loves me enough to give up his country and his job and everything he has learned is a safe spot in life as I did six years ago and try something that is different....He is one special cookie....I love this man more then he probably knows.....Abby thinks it is great that we are going home to canada cause then she gets to be with her Gramma and Grampa Canada....she I think is a little to young to really know what is going on at the moment...all she sees at the moment is that it will take away all mommy's tears if we go back to canada .....Anyways I thought I would let you all know that as of the 5th of October that I will be offline for a while and please dont leave me cause when we get set up in canada we will be back online to tell you more about changing countries and all of it.....Thank you all so much for staying with me....

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